I wonder

You've always been the one to fight away the bullies,
the one who wipes away my tears,
but here i sit crying in the darkness,
and you're the one building up my fears.

I wonder if this broken heart will heal,
i wonder if my pain will go with you,
i wonder if you'll make your way alone
and i wonder if yu truly miss me too.

So i sit here listening to your idle chat,
thinking with these thoughts in my head,
and although i try and hide my stupid ramblings,
i can't help but tell you that i'm scared.