Dream

I went to bed that night
and had the craziest dream
i put a gun to your head
and heard you scream

your knees were shaking
you knew you were going to die
your life was mine for the taking
you started to cry

as i held the gun
i could feel
my adrenaline run

just having it point at her
i could feel my conscience growing bigger
as i pull my finger back
i hit the trigger

one shot right through the forehead
she lied there calm and dead

what could this dream
possibly mean
and how can such thoughts
come from a teen?

i woke up in a pile of sweat
i felt around
all the bedsheets were wet

i looked beside me
there you were
i couldnt believe it
i actually shot her...