Scared

Trying to make sense of all these unvoiced, unneeded
Thoughts in my head, jumbled together so well.
Idle fingets wandering aimlessly through my hair.
LIke sewing something together without a neelde or thread.

Grasping at every given idea, thought, memory,
Racking my brain for a notion, a reason, a glimpse
Into how someone like you can love someone like me.
Tell me, how truthful can a love truely be?

Opening up my head and heart, opening up wide/
Trusting anyone new is hard for me,
But trusting you comes oh so very naturally.
Holding ont you and me, and our memories.

Hopeing you too feel the same way ,but too
Timid to open up and let you in.
Closing up, sealing off these words that linger oh so
Very close to the tip of my tounge, yes oh so close.

I cant let them come out, not wanting to rush all of
This too much, unsure of yours and even my own feelings.
Somehow hoping youll figure it out and make the
First move, because for once in my life, I am scared.

Scared that what I feel isnt mutal, scared that
Your just messing around. and scared that Ill fall
Fall in a love that resembles the one that my parents had.
But most of all, Im scared of being in love with you.

Everyt time you call, my heart skips a beat Every time
Your near, all of my many problems seem to fade.
Feeling you close to me, and knowing that you care.
I am falling so fast, so far; So in love with the idea of being in love with you.