Standing there....holding on to my pain...

As you get in that cop car to never look back.
All I think about is why did you have to turn around in do that?
As the car get smaller and smaller as you drive away. I keep thinking why couldnt it have been me and him who could have stayed?
As I fall on my knees on the sidewalk I beg, I please.
For them to come back and to let you free.
Take me take me as i scream with all of my might.
Take me dont take him.. He \'s the love of my life!
As i go to that empty house all alone.
Lie on the bed.. In that house that we called \"home \".
Cry so hard that not even the t.v can sound out.
Cry for my baby to be let out.
Get on the ground ask god what do i do wrong now?
look at his picture of him and me.
Think what am i going to tell are family?
Keep telling myself it was all a dream.
Keep telling myself all I have to do is believe.
Wait for a phonecall saying \"baby come get me \" thinking where is he? , Where did he go ?, what am I going to do if i have to be alone?
What if my baby never comes back.
All im left with is pain...My tears and the rain.
what if he doesnt come back what do I do I cant handle that?