I fight to hold whats not really mine, Through this struggle i find who's real and who's just another lie.
Confused and battered i feel betray from those who i thought were really there.
I lay motionless worried of how my ending will be. When all i see is you for I'm fading just not fast enough for this life i cant stop living as so it seems you are learning to do.
For lies you allow to cloud who you really are as you become the monster i never believe you could truly be.
For i sit here playing the songs that mean most to me for they remind me of my love for you.
but there you are with yet another wrong while everything right sets here shattered and beginning to fade to nothing for i can never be anything if your not by my side for your my weakness and my strength but with out you I'm truly nothing at all.
