I dont get it anymore I know Im your perfect little failer I know no matter how much heart I put into things your never going to say your proud of me Im sorry Im not your lil girl anymore Im sorry I had to grow up so fast and I am even more sorry that I have my own thoughts and feelings although I\'m really not.
Why cant you just listen to me when I needed someone to hear me why must you put me down and only portend to be proud of only the things Ive failed at. Whats wrong with what Ive done right Ive turned my life insides out to make it worth living not worth dying but more then anything Ive turned around all that was wrong and all I really wanted is to hear you say was you were proud and to show you appreciate what Ive done right for once in my life I wished youd stop being the way you are and for once I can only wish you would be more then a preach but for once I just wished you portend to be \"MY FATHER\"
