Ashamed-Part 1

When I was just a little girl,
You used to protect me,
You would never reject me.

But as i grew older,
You would put me down in shame,
Cross my mental pains,
And you would hurt me.

I guess you didn't know you hurt me,
But you did,
And I hate it real-really bad.

But now as I grow,
You won't let me do anything,
Cause you never trusted me.

Why do you treat me this way?
You would never have me here to stay,
But I won't be here long.

But the time I'm here,
You should let me have SOME fun,
Cause you hardly even know me.

When I turned to teenager,
You cooped me up inside,
I hardly got to see the light,
And I was blinded behind shame.

I never really did things,
Cause you thought you knew me,
You're very untrustworthy,
And I'm thinking of doing crazy things.

I cry, scream, try!
Sometimes I even put a thought down to DIE!

You don't know me cause you never tried to get to know me.

All you've done all MY life was try to keep me away from BOYS.
Nothings wrong with that,
But the consequence if you've done it with them.

You never put any trust in me,
You're the one who causes my shame.
You don't believe in me.

I'm ASHAMED to be with you,
I'm ASHAMED to live with you,
I'm ASHAMED to even look at you,

Cause you always never even seem like you care for me.

I'm ASHAMED to see you,
I'm ASHAMED to be your daughter,
I'm ASHAMED of everything..

**TO BE CONTINUED...**