Shattered Dream

There they go,
Dreams,
Crashing
To the cold hard floor.
Now you're gonna go
With her.
The girl I barely know.
I'm glad to be someone
You can trust,
But I wish
You wouldn't have told me,
Not that.
Now my final dream
Has crashed and broken.
Damn-it,
You were all I had
To love
And to hope for
Now there's nothing left
Of this forsaken soul.
Who will pick up the
Pieces,
That you picked up,
Not so long ago?
Who will hold me,
When I'm crying over you?
And who,
F...ing tell me who,
Will be there to
Tell me
Not to make th cuts,
Or to reopen these wounds.
But I'll stay your friend,
And stand aside
While you kiss her
Sweetly softly
Goodbye.
And I'll smile,
When you yell me all about
How happy you are.
And I'll keep loving you,
Secretly, silently,
In this quiet adoration.
Knowing
Hurtfully, painfully,
That you don't love me.