Can't Continue

I don't know where I should start,
There's so many things that drown my heart.
It's not that I had nothing to give,
I just didn't think that I should live.
I know that I should know much better,
But it's really time to write this letter.
I struggled so hard on my own,
And somehow always remained alone.
I realize now that you'll need me,
But my soul really needs to fly free.
I tried to stop and think of everyone else,
But this is something I have to do for myself.
I tried to see the sun after the rain,
I never wanted to give in to the pain.
But time has made it all so clear,
That I just cannot continue here.
I'm sorry if I hurt you guys,
But remember in time, everyone dies.