Help

I'll do anything I promise you
Just please make me well
get me out of this hell
make me laugh again
laugh like i did back when
everything was oh kay
But those memories strike me cold
those wonderful days of old
aren't true anymore
Not the same person
I don't care anymore
Don't open that door
Just close it
Don't let me escape right through it
Hidden beneath the shadows
Scared of whats not there
Look at what I've become
everything looks so scarce
Walk past my image, my reflection isn't there
I can't seem to see my face
Seems to have been taken away
Defaced
Monstrous
Rugged
not true
wouldn't know it was me now would you?
Help me through this
I can't do it on my alone
I've done too much own
Can't say it's helped me grown
Just made me very thin
Can't see what's happening with in
Don't leave me here
I'm getting too sick
Nothing is going to help
At least not quick