In the Ocean

Here im sitting w/ the blade
wondering if i really wanna fade
maybe i should take the knife
maybe i should take my life

really shoud i
lay here and die
i really should
but i dont think i could

i couldnt
i knew i wouldnt
so instead, here im standing
right on the cliff landing

down i tumble
i never thought i\'d stumble
i thought i had wings to fly
in the ocean is where i die