Life and itself

The question I ask is...
Am I doing too much...

everyday I would give my best..
But yet its not enough...
I just wanna sit down and rest..
because everyone on me is tough..

Everyday i am so insecure..
thinking bout things n being so doubtful..
the questions i ask is am i sure..
tryna keep my self out of the streets and from trouble...

Is my life an in animated as it seems..
I love the life i have with my family and friends...
Every night i would dream about good deed and things...
i just hope we won't have to go through this again...

i have all these motivations to share my affections.
to keep me going and retract everything i do wrong...
going in a whole different direction..
but all i gotta do is just stay the person i am and be strong..

change the way i am to others more differently..
watch the things i say or do...
because all this nightmare is so scary..
but the one question i ask myself is, to who...
IT'S MY TURN....