Telling it like it is . . .

by natalie   Apr 7, 2006


You're knocking on my door like nothing has happened,
telling me your sorry and it didn't mean anything.
Well i don't care if it's jealousy, baby can't you see...
I'm sick of all your lies and the emotional pain
you put on my mind? it's destroying my pride.

I couldn't eat for days, every memory of you
slipped away and thats how i would like it to stay.
And now your back here with all your lies,
Don't you realize 'sorry'
just won't cut it
because every time you do
this i rise above it.

But this is the final straw i can't take it anymore.
My eyes are sore and my
face looks roar
i just don't care anymore. So you can
swallow all your words
and promise because
they don't mean a thing,
it's time to leave.

Let me tell you how Ive been-
Ive been crying, but i bet all you heard was silence,
Ive been torturing myself
and my mind,
i guess you could call it violence.'
I've been punching walls to my hands bleed
a little more, anger controls me.

You damaged me, but you just thought i would let it be.
So you can do better than,sorry you can do better
than,I just don't know.'' Because it doesn't quite cut it.
Do i have to scream it in you ear? I don't forgive so easily!

I want to hit you where it hurts, right in the heart...
Sorry but its a physical reaction,
How was there a physical attraction?
I cant be blamed for my actions...
How did i ever love you? How ever did i trust you?

You went behind my back, i was the last to know,
Did everything we have mean anything to you?
Just answer me that? Soon you will be back here
with your lies and i will no longer hear your cries.

I'm standing on my own to feet, i won't admit defeat.
I won't get hurt no more, I've been waiting for the day
for you to try and crawl back in my life, well i will just
kick you straight back out because love isn't a game.
And i hope you realize that when all your guilt turns to shame!

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  • 17 years ago

    by Pepa

    Now that is a difficult thing to do, just shut him out. Good for you! GBU! Pepa

  • 18 years ago

    by Dru

    Wish i could be as strong willed as u...