Everything that went wrong

So many times i find myself.

lost in so many ways

people tell me not to worry

and everything will be OK

I'm sick of all the lies.

I'm drenched in so much dought

that its hard for me

hard for me to look out

look out of my sorrow

look out of my pain

with all my stress...

what in life is their to gain

with my sleepless nights

and painful dreams

i know now that my life

isn't all that it may seem

fathers a drunk

and my close ones may die

sitting alone in that dark

wondering to myself why

wondering what i did

if i did something wrong

well as i sit here in the dark

writing my sad sad song

also lies my story

of everything that went wrong