Shattered.

No one knows how you feel
when theres nothing left inside
when your heart is broken and bruised
and you want to run away and hide

You know you donâ??t belong and
you just want to run away from your fears
you want to cry
but cant find your tears

your heart is pounding at the speed of the light
it has not changed one bit ever since your fight
your soul is shattered
and your blood is splattered

you take a knife and think
"if i was gone how happy this world would be"
you squeeze it hard and let it drop
and sob into your bloody hands
knowing it would not do you any good.

But how can you live on like this
knowing it was your fault
if you just kept your thoughts to yourself
everything would be fine
you scream at the top of your lungs
"How could this happened to me!!!?"
and then collapse your bed
as you hit your head
your heart slows down
you gasp for air
you grab your sheets
you fall to the ground
without a sound