As real as it can be

I dont do it for the blood
i dont do it for the scars
i dont do it for the attion
i do it for the pain
im sick of it dragging on my soul
in sick of all the pain being on the inside
im sick !!
sick of it all
the hurt
the pain
the mask
the play
the cracks on my heart
i do it so i no that the pain is real
because you never no
maybe its all just in my head
but the pain i cause
I NO thats real
as real as it can be