His Pain

So much pain in his voice
So much pain behind his eyes
Sp much pain he can't express
A pain no one has ever felt

His pain he keeps inside
So deep no one can find
His pain locked deep in his mind
The pain makes me want to cry

I want him to tell me everything
Every bit of pain he feels
I want to help him in his times of need
But.....I can't

I can't because I don't know
He doesn't tell me
So then I start to worry
Where his knife could be?

Is it there?
Or locked somewhere safe
Will he live tonight
Or will this be his unlucky fate

I try to be calm
I try not to cry
But thinking
It might be his final goodbye

Thinking that tonight
Will be his final end
Last time i will hear
The three words I love you!