Thought of running away

Have you ever thought of it?
to run away for just a bit
then get so mad at your parents
and tell you aren't coming homw someday

and then be told you'll be drug back
and you want to pack
then your father you loved so much
grabs you throws you to the ground

hold you down yelling at u loud
you feel your floating to a cloud
then you feel the grip get tihgter
feeling numb unable to breathe

red marks and hand prints on your neck
you feel you life is a complete reck
you cry for hours on end
you feel you want to die

but you stop and think
your life will get better don't let it sink
you have some meaning to be here
but just haven't found it yet

you have so much a head
all kinds of things to enjoy if your not dead
a family,carrer things you'll enjoy
don't let your life slip away

have you ever thought of it?
if so youshould rethink it a bit
because i don't want this to happen to you
and don't let your life slip away.