Never ending

Its hard not to tell you the way i feel inside
every time that i am around you
its my heart that i must hide
i keep to myself
in fear of what you'll say
my soul couldn't take it
if you didn't feel the same
i cry myself to sleep at night
wishing you were here to hold my tight
a tear hits my pillow because my heart is in pain
it's only your love that i am wishing to gain
Tonight it's another eyes you look in
When you smile and tell her
you are going to let her love in.
i don't know what to do or say
knowing you should be with me that way
i tell you that I'm happy
for you and put on my best smile
but all i really want to do
is go cry for a while
even after all you put me through
i stand by your side
because i couldn't live with
myself if i let the chance to love you pass me by
your friendship is the most precious thing to me
but please don't be afraid of what all we could be
In time, i will let all of this go
the day will come when i can
finally let you know
until then I'll still be your
best friend
my love for you will never end.