What's this?

Running in the opposite direction
Help me before I suffocate
I can't see, Im so shaken
I can't think straight
What's this inside me?
My heart's so dreary

Everyone around me
Do they care?
Im slowly dieing inside
Ive tried and tried
Nothing seems to die
Where is life now?

Gray skies, hazed statues
stained people
No one views
The world the way I do