Shadow

I Ask Myself why do I want do die
I try to be happy but all I do is cry
Holding the blade against my arm
Pressing down I feel no harm
Cutting my vein, watching myself bleed
Through my depression I have succeed.
Tasting my salty tears. They taste the same
Everyday why must I go through pain?
Why don't it stop or ever go away?
Where is my happiness and why did it fade?
Why is my life 10 shades of grey?
Tell my voices to shut up, and let my tears dry.
Let the pain dissapear inside.
Let me feel joy. Let me be free
Let the darkness out of me
Release the shadows, release the pain
Make the scars dissapear from my veins.