Everyone has to either heard of this saying or thought about it ..Would you chose either life..Or death?While you boggle your minds about this , why I am writing this is because I wanted you peeps to see MY insight..MEL'S insight..
Life
You have to think about this..Life , is something we all ponder about." Is this how life is meant to be?.. " Or something like " Why does life have to be like this? " ...More familiar " Life sucks " ..Am I right?..Of course I am..
And anyways , life has some meaning..We have our lives soo far , we have friends..Family , material possesions..Loved ones..
And it makes life worth while..Right? But , can it make us feel better?..Are we lost souls , just trying to find our salvation?..Does it make a difference wiether we have these things or not?..[Questions just seem to come inside my head more and more each and everyday.]
Is life going to be easy?..Who knows? -CoughNOcough-..Is life going to be fun?..Who knows -coughMAYBEmaybecough-
But life , is what we make it ..Its what we chose it to be..Can it change?....Yes..Can the changes screw up our lives..Hell yes..Could it have been for the better?..Who knows..
But it happens all because its life..Life is soo confusing..No one knows why we have feelings..No one knows why we love...No one flippin' knows why us dang emo kids turn to self-inflictions at times ( And I am not saying all of us do.Don't turn this against me o_0 )Can someone honestly say to me there is actually a God..( No offense)
..And , are you willing to actually give up your life for someone you love?..Sacrifice , don't fAUkin' forget it either , cause your going to experiance it in life..Have you ever came to a near death experiance , and wished it never happend..You prayed that it wouldn't happen..And , you say you would give your life for someone..When , you don't even know what its like to come near death..How foolish...
Death
..Now , everyone knows what death is..It is where , someone dies basically..And , haven't you ever thought about it yourself , what it would be like to die?..What it would be like to set you soul free from your body?...Cause , life is exactly like death..Its just another adventure waiting to happen..But in another time.
What would it feel like to actually be dead..Would our soul be set into the lights of Heaven..Or be down in bain and burn because of our sins in Hell...( Shut up , I am just talking.I am not on any religion )
...Woud you be in any pain when you leave?..Would you give your loved ones torment and misery?..What could possibly go on..And , I don't have much to say about death as of now..But , I will sooner or later
Thats what I wrote down a few days ago..And , hasn't anyone ever thought about this..What if there is something out there , living our lives before us?..And , just us experiancing it second hand..They will do these things before us...What happened..I want to know..
What if , this isn't really what life is..What if life was a living hell.Because what we are experiancing could just be a fantasy made by someone..Or , is just us , living in our fantasy..Are what we living now really life..Are we just sitting in acoma in a hospital bed..To find that , we are dreaming..
Are we even real?..If I dream in my own dream world..Will I be able to come back?..Will I be able to breath in the familiar aroma of my own household....Will I be able to hold my lover in my arms , and just keep him there,tightly against me..
Who Am I...Why am I here..Whats my purpose in life...I WANNA FAUKIN\' KNOW THESE THINGS!..But , I know...Lifes unanswered questions....Will never come out...It will just haunt me..Until I crack....Just waiting for something inside to explode because , ...All I can do..Is sit here, and live , what I know as..My fantasy..
