It hurts to breathe,
inside I'm aching.
Butterfly's are eating me alive.
Deep in thought,
I try and save my heart
instead I'm stuck inside.
Inside,
a shell that is falling part
like a puzzle piece, by piece.
It crumbles falling so slowly
only one thing is wrong,
there is one piece missing.
Without it I'm not whole
I want to be full again.
Instead I'm just confused
with memories that i can not erase,
scars that will not heel.
Burning with intensity,
anger gets the best of me.
Shows me things that aren't there,
darkness overcoming the will to live.
Changing is only reality
but all the tear break off,
going into a puddle of insanity.
Teach me the way to get there,
a place where i can feel free
and not so lonely...
This can not be,
I'm losing control,
I'm not ready for my hope to be lost.
