I love you...goodbye

All to much to worrie about
all to much pain to carry out
i go to the kitchen
my bloods itching
pull out the sharpest knife
scream out f... this life
hold it to my skin..add pressure & make some slits
soon blood over flows my wrist
you broke your promise so i broke mine to
it hurts to much to think of you
the way we use to be
the way you use to look at me
so now this is what I\'m back to
cutting..because its the only thing i knew
i cant keep holding on to what use to be
nothing now can save me
i take the razor and let it glide across my skin
i shed a single tear, press harder on the razor again
finally blood rushing fast, flowing from my arm
how could someone cause me this much harm
my vision is going blurry, fading to black
all from the love you lack
now I\'m laying bleeding on the floor
this is the end i cant go on no more
if your reading this i want you to know
that i died because i loved you so
you had my life in your hands
why did you let go i dont understand
but dont worrie baby i still love you
it OK if you dont love me to
baby dont worry and dint cry
i love you William...goodbye