My Reality

A single tear falls to the floor
Compressed lungs leave me gasping for more
With so much stress, and too much pain
I slit my wrists hoping to catch the vein

I desperatly want to run away
But no where to go
I have some feelings locked inside
Of which I want no one to know

Sometimes I want to commit suicide
But feelings slowly subside
I write it all out in poetry
The only way to express my reality

I normally cry myself to sleep
I try to surpress the urge each week
Tio fall lifelessly to the floor
To leave this world forever more.