I love him

I love this guy
but ive already said goodbye
i hurt him when i let him go
but i just wish i would have let him know...

that i love him dearly
i love him sincerely
i love him with all the broken pieces of my heart
but now we are apart

he still knows that i care
but do i even dare
tell him that i still feel
or do i just continue this life and learn to deal

if i were with him i would be happy
but life itself would turn that love into something crappy
do i want to risk being hurt
shall i continue treating him as if he's just a speck of dirt

i love this guy, really i do
but love's suicide will do this to you...