Calling Her

Why wont you answer me when I call you?
Is it because I told you that i love you?
If these three words are scary
I could've used my words more wary
But you remained neutral
And I took that as an approval
I know exactly how you feel
It is not easy to trust its easier to conceal
But life is too short
And forever you cant retort
That you prefer being alone
In you eyes controversy is shown
I know you need me to reach your goal
Thats why I gave you the key to my soul
We both know we want this friendship
Then why are we sailing a dark ship?
Friends are angels from the sky
That God chose to imply
Why do you give me lies?
When you know it is you I idealize!?

(This is dedicated to a dear friend of mine, she suffered a lot and I just hope you understand that I'm always there for you)