Thoughts

As i sit in my room thinking of what you said...playing it over and over in my head.
what were you thinking, you said not to worry, that it was OK
but you broke my heart when you said that today.
you said she was nothing and she wouldn't come between us ,
but when you found out she loved you....us was nothing.
I don't wanna cry, I wanna be tough
but lately everything has been so rough.
my life was slowly falling apart, you were all i had left
you don't understand, when i need you most she steps in,
it's like being stabbed in the heart with a pin.
soon,either the pin will break or my heart wont take it .
and as much as i love you i wont make it.