Sit and Think

I sit and think of the pain you put me through,

but no matter how hard i try,
I still love you!

I sit and think how we were in love,

but also how you faked every hug,

I sit and think how you said you would love me till you die,

but as far as i know your still alive,

I sit and think how fake you were to me,

and how we will never again be,

I sit and think how you said those hurtfull words,

and also how you layed with me and just stared at the birds,

I sit and think this how i once felt,

and how it is to bad i am left with a welt,

I sit and think how i feel now,

and how i wish we never met!!