Lets just play pretend...

And I am choking on these very words. But I wanna let you know
So listen please real quick like you still care
do you know I am so afraid to let you go?
The possibility of you and her is something I can not bear
What happened to us, lying in your bed all day?
You always said I was your very best friend
And you promised things would always be this way
So why didn't you just tell me you wanted us to end?
Why did you lie to me it's not I would not understand
I guess that I will just pretend I don't want her to break your heart
And we can play pretend that me and you were never there
So tell me how does all this sound to you
Cuz I am dieing inside to say this,
I love you and I only want you happy.

Hayley copyright 2006
*uh my best guy friend and I were sorta together and I found out a few nights ago that he was with another girl too, which is why we were not official but I never knew and he broke my heart because I never told him I loved him and he was my best friend and that hurts even more than havin to see him with a girl whose got a boyfriend already and it kinda sucks but its how I feel please comment it would mean a lot*