Behind the Smiles

I made a mistake today.
Just like the ones I caused before.
Far too many to bear.
Made too many damages.
Caused too many to hate.
Maybe there is a solution:
Create a barrier
Between the world and I.
For another mistake is made,
A life might be mine to pay.
I will never fit in this world.
I don't belong in this reality
I belong in my own realm of
Darkness and shadows.
I stay who I am:
An outcast.