The Pain You Cause

The hot tears rolled down my cheek,
It got so bad to the point that they started to burn.
The pain of being blamed hits me,
Everywhere I seem to turn.
The lights from the candles,
Did nothing to soothe me this time.
Because the echoes of you screaming,
Constantly repeat in my mind.
I wish it wasn’t this way,
I wish that you’d stop choosing me to blame.
My teeth clench and a chill goes down my spine,
Every time you call my name.
I’m tired of being so hurt around you,
But there’s nothing I could say.
Every time you scream and yell at me,
I can’t help but to feel this way.
I feel like I’ve lost everything,
And nothing is right.
But it doesn’t matter…
My pain is never in your sight.
You think all my feelings,
Are stupid teenager phases.
But you’ll never know that my mind is complex…
Full of heartaches and mazes.
I just wish you’d understand,
How much you hurt me.
But there’s no way you could,
Because your way is the only thing you can see.