I'm sorry

I need you to help me to tell me I'm gonna be OK.
I don't know whats wrong or why I feel this way.
I can't tell you how I feel because i don't even know.
I wanna cry so bad but i can't let it show.
I have to be strong so you will be OK.
So you'll tell me you love me and you'll be here each and every day.
I know you can see me frown.
I know you know its easier for me to keep my head down.
I know you know I'm trying.
When you see me smile you know I'm lying.
I don't know what happened to who I use to be.
I'm sorry for all the scars that you had to see.