I just wanted you to know!

I sit her writing this poem
Longing to let go
Would you even notice?
Would you even know?

Because everyone says its OK
But they dont see the tears
They only see the smile I use
To hide the pain and fears

The feelings are still with me
The heartache still inside
You left me with eternal pain
Which I can no longer hide

Forgive me for doing this
The tears fall so hard
My heart ripped in tiny bits
My wrists all slashed and scarred

I didnt want to leave this way
But couldnt face the life ahead
I cried so many hurtful tears
Lay there on the bed

Read this poem carefully
Youll see I had to go
Remember that I love you
I just wanted you to know!