Heartful Feelings

Sad is what I am
happy is what I want to be
heart broken is what I am
while my true love stands in front of me

I may not be brillantly blonde
or even have those bluish green eyes
but deep down in my heart I know
he eventually will have to realize.

I lost my trust to him
just a little while back
he says I'm doing a better job in becoming
myself again and that i have pretty much gained it back.

In his eyes you can still tell he loves me
but I have yet to be taken back i wish i knew what it was i could gain that supposidly i still lack.

But knowing myself I'll still be waiting
and this I truly do hate
but no matter what I'll always love him
Guess I'll just leave it up to fate.