She sat there crying as she placed the phone down
The tears flowed from her eyes, just like they have before
He told her, he didn't have time
She knew this was a lie..
Image how that feels
Her heart breaking
Into the tiny little pieces once again
Smashed. Crushed right into the ground
There was no real reason
She couldn't figure it out
He said when he had time..maybe again
He promised her that he would be friends
He promised her that he would still talk
He promised her that they could meet up again
These promises will never come true
She knows it
The week before he told her that he loved her
She said the same back
But he meant it
She could tell
He really did?
She really meant it
He was her first proper love
She doesn't no what to do now
She is lost and lonely
She hates these feelings
Her friends tell her to forget out him
She can't seem to do this
Her feelings are still to strong
She hasn't talked to him for over a month
She still crys
She wants him back
She wants one last hug
She will never forget him
She sees him every morning as she goes past
She can't make these feelings go away
She hides behind her smile
She cries herself to sleep
This girl is broken up inside
She tries to avoid it
But she still loves him
She wishes she didn't
Its been a while..
She feels dead still
She'll keep hiding from her friends
She'l keep listening to the first song
The one that makes her cry
She can't stand it any longer
She wants life to be good again
She can't love anyone new
She wants him back
Even though he hasn't talked to her...
He probably doesn't give a thought
She thought he was different
She can't take it..it's always on her mind
She wants it over
This girl is me
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its more a story than a poem
xxx
