Flat out of nowhere
The clouds are rolling in
Everything gets dark
A smile seems near impossible
What am I to do
To ease all of my pain?
When I'm clueless in the first place
Why am I so depressed?
Why is my heart so full of sorrow?
I sit on my bed alone
And stare blankly at the wall
Time passes slowly
Every breath goes on forever
The only thoughts I have
Are of taking a lovely razor
And ripping apart my skin
Taking away my pain
I'm sick on the inside
Twisted and mentally ill
I cause more hurt than happiness
Maybe I should go away
To a much more beautiful place
Where I can't hurt anyone
A place that makes me smile
A place I feel at home
Anywhere but in my body
Covered in nasty scars
I'm so ashamed
I wish I could take them away
But then I want more
Just one more deep cut
Enough to numb the terror
Enough to drain me dry
It's time to say goodbye
Goodbye to everyone I hurt
Every person that hurt me too
All the memories I've made
Places that I've benn
It's time to say goodbye
Goodybe to all the pain
Goodybe to every last tear
Goodbye to all the dark thoughts
That keep my so insane
Goodbye to all the heartache
It's time to say goodbye
Goodbye to you...
