I\'m Sorry, Goodbye

Sometimes Id look at you, and just see my life
But, now, I know it wont work out
And all I can see is my fear

It was as if Iâ??d known you for awhile
It felt so good in your arms
And now, my heart is broken
It hurts

I didnnt want to get involved to be honest
But, then I was kinda happy with you
I thought it was goodâ?¦ Real
But now, my life has become a soap opera
Its just tears
And lies
And so much hurt

I love you, I thought you loved me too
I can see why it wouldnâ??t work though

I donâ??t want to put my self on the line right now
I want to look out for me, just be alone
I know almost every night - youâ??ll be there
In my dreams, making me cry

Youâ??re not what I need at the moment
And I am not what you need either
And while it was good, and I wonâ??t forget
Itâ??s time to move on

My goodbye will be full of tears
No matter how much I say I wonâ??t cry
Iâ??ll try to be tough
Try to stick it out
But even now - the lump is growing bigger
My throat is filling - my eyes swollen from crying
But, I am sorry, and I love you, and goodbye