God, I know youre here and there.
For once I would like to know where.
Where you are when Im feeling blue.
Cause, when I dont know, I feel I got a flue.
I know you love me and want to be with me!
I love you too and want you nearer.
My Svior, Jesus, you died for me.
But sometimes I cant feel your love!
I want to give every single one of my pain, so I dont have to deal anymore.
I feel that its just not right that you should die for me.
Its in God plain. Everyone tells me, I know it is, but it so isnt fair for all of us to keep sinning our sins!
My mourning over Grandma needs to stop and enjoy the seven years I had!
At least I got to actually know her.
But I feel guilty when I say Id rather not have my mom and dad then not have my Grandma back.
I need to give this to you, and I really want to give this to you, but it seems like it isnt right for you to take all the blame of the wrong we do!
I try so hard to give you my pain!
I just dont want to inflict it on you!
The wonderfulness I should feel when I know you died for me is no where in sight.
I want to feel your loving arms around me!
Please, please take my pain!
No more! No more! No more pain!Im yelling. Pain no more!
Yet it feels like it is still here, but I know its not, youve taken it away to a place where it can never be felt again.
I softly whisper, Thank you, thank you, my Savior, Redeemer, Friend, thank you.
But more pain is still yet to come.
Youll take it away everytime, even though there will always be pain!
Youre there through it all, and youll always be there through the good times and the bad!
My Savior thank you.
My Redeemer thank you.
My Friend thank you.
