I hate him

I hate How He Treats me at school
I hate How he makes fun of me.
I hate how he’s always with her.
I hate how he acts around her.
I hate how every one says just get over him.
I hate how its not that easy.
I hate how every time I look at him I get butterflies in my stomach
I hate the feeling he gives me.
I hate how he treats me when were by ourselves
I hate how he can be so sweet.
I hate everything about him…
But what I hate the most
Is how I am so in love with him.