M3

I sit here remenizing
on my past
thoughts just ran inside
like there free to do
as they wish

but everiithing just
comes bak to one question
why?
why me?
why the tears
these eyez shed?
that
fear grows in
every inch on mii skin

scared of what my future
might be or if i would ever make it

so tired of
everiithing
i just wish
i could
smile once again
from the heart

faking who i am
is not something i
like to do
but i just
know the world
wont like who i am

all bcuz
sadness is what
flows tru this
blood
and this all bcomes
tears that cant be
stooped at night

so this brings me
to drown in mii
river or tears
while no one
noticeses what mii heart feals

but yet i notice
that am alone in
this world
no one really cares
and no friend would sit next
to me and cry
with me while
pains heals

thats why i
have come to the
conclusion that
my life would
be better off alone
osolated from everiione
and everiithing

by:perla