Rage and Jealousy

-OLD POEM-

lost, out of control
can barely handle it
filled with rage and jealousy
i throw another fit

hate, anger
fill within my head
when people ask if you're together
i wish that they would drop dead

tears, of pain
gently roll down my skin
all i want is for everyone to know
you are with me, not him

uncertain, confused
i dont know what to do
all i know is that i am
so deeply in love with you

threatened, scared
can someone take you from me?
you are my life, my everything
without you i couldn't be

falling, faster
this pain is too much to take
but i can't let it get to me
i refuse to make another mistake

fed-up, tired
dont want to fight with you anymore
i dont want to keep screwing up
and making you mad at me even more

listen, understand
this might take some time
but soon enough I'll get over this
and everything will be fine

happily, together
we will always be
once i get over the rage
that comes along with my jealousy

-Amanda-