Mixed Around Memories

I'm gonna pack my bags im gonna run away,
Ill run to a place where i am loved...
And there for ever stay,
No one really wants me, at least the make it seem,
No on seems to love, me they all just yell and scream
I try to fight the anger, I try to fight the pain
I get so tense and loose my mind, and try to cut my veins
The nights i sit at home and cry, never do they end
But no one ever notices, because my happiness is pretend
Mixed around memories, float threw my mind
Mixed around memories...never left behind!