Concentration

Concentration is impossible with the thoughts of you on my mind. Sometimes i get so twisted in these thoughts of you that i forget to breath. My heart skips a beat. The world around me pauses and warm tears of joy roll down my face. Then the loud noises of life begin again and everything starts to move. My eyes slide open and my heart is aching. The tears are flowing rapidly now from the pain i feel inside. The day dream is over back to the real world we go. Back to knowing your not mine anymore. Back to loneliness and hate. Back to my destiny and fate. All alone is what i am and what i have to accept!