These Feelings..

Where do these feelings come from?
feelings of depression and despair?
why am i always feeling
like noone is really there?

i feel like I'm stuck in a circle
with nowhere to go
yet i keep it all in
don't let any of my feelings show

they're tearing me to pieces
they're tearing me apart
god what I'd give
to have a brand new start

I've got a new boyfriend
and though he tries his best
its these horrible feelings
i cant seem to put to rest