Looking back on the previous year of our relationship,
seeing things that I didn't notice before, about you and your ways,
it's hard to say no to you, afraid,
afraid of how your feelings will change toward me,
I GAVE MY EVERYTHING!,
and you only gave bits and pieces of you,
I have doubts now, more then before,
your action's and words are confusing me,
you do one thing then say another,
If actions do speak louder then words,
then you really don't wanna be with me,
and that the reasons you "say" the break was for are false,
I dream of your with other girls,
so if dreams do come true,
you've been cheating on me for the past 3 months,
I try not to think about it, but its hard,
more questions pop into my head,
But fear enters my heart so I dare not ask,
So if sticks and stones will break my bones, but words will never hurt me,
why am I so afraid of the answers,
I don't know what to do,
I'm not sure if I love you, or if,
I'm just scared to lose you,
or if I'm afraid to be alone,
I'm just confused!
