I want to hate you so bad....

I'm trying to forget you...but how can I, when your constantly running through my mind, as if you are part of me now. I feel like i need you like air, or blood, i can't get rid of you, even trying this hard.
I want to hate you so bad.
I thought my heart was safe, but i guess your one crook that is not easily caught. But i guess stealing hearts then breaking them isn't really a crime, is it?
Whispers in my ear doesn't make any of it what is should have been, you knew what you should have done that you couldn't.
You tore me in two and now I'm left with only the half of my self that is still regretting you. While your left with the true me, the courageous me, the me you knew when we were together. I miss that person. Or maybe i just miss you...