I Feel

I feel helpless
And no one can understand
Even if they dared to try
There is no way they can

I feel lonely
Even though I am surrounded by my friends
They have no idea
That I want my life to end

I feel terrified
Scared to my core
I push through every day
But I just don't know if I can do this anymore

I feel angry
And I want to cry
The craziest thing is
That I have no idea why

I feel empty
But I yearn to be full
It seems my life is fading
And becoming very dull

I just don't understand
Why do I feel this way?
Nobody can understand
Why I dread each day