Do you even care..?

You said you loved me...
How many times?
About several...
But how many times have you actually meant it?
How many times have you given me a good night kiss?
How many times have you wondered how I felt..?
Did you ever wonder if I was okay?
I moanâ?¦
I have feelings like any other child
I\'m scared
I even cry in my sleep..
Does that even matter to you?
You stabbed me in the heart and made me bleed many tragedies
Making me cut my way threw life..
All those lies
All those years of abuseâ?¦ your killing me
All those nights of sulking and moaning...
Dripping the color of crimsonâ?¦
You aren\'t going to make me relive the terror
Not Tonight..
Nor ever.