Me

I hate myself and I want to die
why must I live in one big lie?
I have no escape and I want to leave this place
everything that I hate I want to erase
I\'m sick of being me
someone else, please let me be
I am so hated
mostly by myself and never updated
I hate living here
with these people in my life and with every single tear
like I said, I'm sick of my life
with a sickening obsession for that knife
I hate myself more than they do
and you don't even have a clue
I want to just look at them and shout
I just want to get out
out of this house, out of this life
out of my pain, away from my knife
all the time I want to cut
I am sick of being called a s**t
my free time is up to me
why can't you just let me be?
everyone hates me and thats ok
cuz I hate me more everyday
you say you want to help me
but I don't wanna talk about it, or me
It freaks you out how much about me I hate
overflowing case of hate on my future slate
if only you knew what you don't know
but I still can't tell you
because I don't know waht to do
I need a break from my life
a break from that knife
a break from me
a break from my family
a break from every lie
a break from always wanting to die